Clearing The Cobwebs
Has it really been two years since I last posted on here? So much has changed. I’ve explored Europe, received mental health treatment, come out as nonbinary, navigated the highs and lows of being an immigrant in a foreign country, and a bunch of other things I probably shouldn’t post on the internet 😂
There’s no question: I have grown. Yet, I have experienced growth in areas that are not traditionally related to career growth. I’ve gained resilience, self-confidence, and some technical prowess. Earlier this year, I spent a few months working alongside a friend to develop and publish a set of games designed to teach younger audiences about cybersecurity concepts. I definitely wouldn't have known how to do that two years ago. It’s hosted at https://sakerhetsalar.games, where you can check it out. (We are first-time game developers — be nice)
However, this is not the type of growth that is typically conducive to being a high-performing cybersecurity researcher. I am still working at CrowdStrike. I still love my role.
Yet, there is no doubt that my intellectual house is full of cobwebs. I see it in how I discuss topics and feel it when I'm in meetings with more senior researchers: the value I create isn't the value I want to give.
But I know a thing or two about cobwebs: they only form in places that were once full of life. So, I'm here, broom in hand, to clean my mess and once again explore cybersecurity concepts with whimsy.
The only way out is through, and I want to come out swinging.
My goals are to show up and be better than I was yesterday. I am curious, creaky, out of practice, and fucking thrilled to be back. I will explore what I'm learning, the tools I'm building, and the dreams I'm chasing. Some of this journey will be shared on my YouTube channel. Most of it will be shared here. Regardless, I'll be sharing it all.
Thanks for sticking around. Let's see what we get into this time. ✨
Optimistically,
Vic
P.S. I recently migrated to a new hosting solution, and many of the pictures on my blog were lost. Sorry, witches. Let's pretend it's a metaphor for something profound 😉